Prangai stoppit

Thought abt some stuff and i've decided to stoppit prangai like my brother's gf. I used to be all possesive and at times clingy. But that was back when i was struggling with insecurities and abit of low self-esteem. Maybe some of the shy teenager me was lingering. Now i'm an adult and i need to be grounded and i have to know who i am and like freakin rock it.

I'm not that psychotic to chase bb ard, waiting for him to make the wrong move so i can catch him in the act. I'm not that bored. I got shit to
do in my life. Do what u gotta do, just dont get caught.

Also, whatever shit he does, i can do it ten times better. Word.

new year.

New year, new blog, new hopes and dreams. I hope this yr will be another blast like 2010. I have alot of expectations, gd and bad. Here are some, in random order off the top of my head.

1) $$$
2) spend more time with (own) family, not so much with bb's family unless they plan to knock on my door and ask for proper permission anytime soon. It's nice to b treated like a daughter to them, but until i actually become their daughter, they have to learn tt i dont belong to no one except myself. My dad needs to learn that too.
3) get closer to bb. If can, no more secrets.
4) get out of that stupid contact centre and get a position in that godforsaken bank that actually offers lesser work hrs and also, ask for better pay.

I'll try to make at least 2 of these come true. Insyaallah. Bismillah for 2011. Here goes.